Spent all day working on art, updating online galleries and shop.
Wondering why I bother anymore. Played phone tag with doctors, hospital,
and state aid. Blood work and bone density scan tomorrow. Trying to get
as much medical diagnostic stuff done with Mayo as I can, while I can.
They had a "going away" thing for Mike at work today. As of this
Friday, he's getting laid off and will be unemployed. Which means no
steady source of household income. Not sure what's going to happen now.
Probably be forced to move and leave Minnesota.
Which means no more access to Mayo Clinic and its state of the art
healthcare and diagnostic capabilities for my quirky healthcare needs,
no more access to the support and help from Can Do Canines and so many
other friendships and communities I have become a part of over the five
years we have been here, that have helped keep me going. No more access
to the clay studio, so everything I have tried to invest in to make the
ceramics and pottery thing work as a source of income, is going to fall
apart and be for nothing.
Doesn't matter anymore. Just writing to sort out thoughts.
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