Not there yet

Numb and broken. The trucks were loaded with almost everything. Mike and his mother just left. I still have a few fragile odds and ends left to pack and load. My stupid body just couldn't handle all the physical activity over the past several days. It kept giving out due to overwhelming pain and fatigue. I had to keep stopping to rest and it just slowed everything down too much and made me feel utterly useless. I hate myself for it. Ran out of time, wasn't fast enough. Having a friend stop by tomorrow and hoping the two of us can manage the rest by ourselves.