Trying

Trying so hard to do things despite the pain and fatigue. The animals are all extra clingy and following me from room to room any time I get up. Have so much to do, stuff around the house and commission and art stuff. I get so frustrated because I want to do it and need to do it, but I start hurting so much and energy is zapped and I can't get anything done. Hard to even sit here very long. I get up and try to move around a little and that hurts too, and I start feeling weak. Trying to sculpt or paint is failing because my wrist and shoulder hurts so much. Laying down doesn't help. Pain meds are doubled and not working. It's been getting worse all week. It's just one of those days I guess, but I'll keep trying anyway.